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I shouldn't have to say this, but... Beware of spoilers for all of the Season 8 scripts!

One of my favorite characters from the show was Cordelia. More so on Buffy than on Angel. She just had so much character to her, and layers that made her interesting to watch. Plus, you never knew what she'd say next. Because of this, I wanted to bring her into season 8, despite what had happened to her on Angel. I wanted to see how Cordelia would interact with the characters today, and how she would fit into this group. When I came up with this idea, and wrote it, I had absolutely no idea how they were going to bring Cordelia back on Angel, since she was in a coma. Needless to say, I was surprised when their story fit in perfectly with mine.

Actually, it was a little creepy…
TEASER EXT. PARK - NIGHT CLOSE ON : BUFFY and XANDER They are sitting on a swingset. Light flurries are falling around them. Xander is looking down as Buffy stares off into space. XANDER How long are you planning to mope? BUFFY Thirteen years sounds about right. XANDER I don't want this to come out the wrong way, but you have to get over it. She turns around to him. BUFFY How do I get over it? How many lives have I ruined, Xander? XANDER Yeah. I know. Big badness resulting from things that we did. BUFFY I did. XANDER You didn't do it alone. BUFFY I was in charge. XANDER Whatever. The point is, it happened. It's bad, but there's no way to change the fact that it happened. BUFFY Maybe I could pull an Amy and hop back in time. XANDER Wouldn't help. Dawn told me that whatever Amy does, she can't change the past. It already happened. She was there when we were there. (beat) The past is the past.
2. BUFFY So, if there's no way to fix what I did, how am I supposed to get over it? XANDER You just have to. We can't live in the land of the big "What If". We have to move on with life, and just try to make it better when we can. BUFFY That's deep. XANDER Thanks. BUFFY It doesn't help me at all, but it's deep. Xander stands up. XANDER So if we're not doing anything but moping, can we do it someplace a little warmer? BUFFY I think I just wanna hang out for a while. Xander thinks for a moment, and then sits back down. BUFFY (CONT'D) You don't have to. XANDER I know. Feeling the love, Buffy smiles at him. XANDER (CONT'D) We now return you to your regularly scheduled moping. Buffy appreciates his staying there with her. PULL BACK on them, just sitting on the swings. Nothing but silence between them. As we continue to pull back, we REVEAL a DEAD DEMON not far from their feet. A long sword sticks out of his chest. XANDER (CONT'D) I guess it is kinda relaxing out here.
3. EXT. MAIN STREET - NIGHT Snow is still softly falling. Just flurries, nothing too big. We PAN OVER the town, seeing that there are only a few cars driving by. The SOUND OF FOOTSTEPS on the street echo through the town. ANGLE ON : THE STREET The far end of the street, toward town hall. In the shadows. A car pulls into view, and stops. The MAN inside rolls down his window and pokes his head out at a person that we cannot yet see. MAN Excuse me? (beat) Could you tell me where Baker Street is? REVEAL CORDELIA CHASE, beautiful as ever, dressed in only the most stylish (though out of place in this cold climate) clothes. She looks at the man. CORDELIA Right. Does it look like I'm from here? FADE TO BLACK: END OF TEASER
4. ACT ONE FADE IN: EXT. BUFFY'S STREET - NIGHT Buffy and Xander are walking down the street, toward their house. Buffy is holding the sword in her hand. XANDER Buff, can I ask you something? BUFFY Have I ever denied you the chance before? XANDER (beat) When you and Willow were in Florida, did she seem different at all? BUFFY Different how? Xander thinks about his reply. XANDER Did she seem- I don't know- distracted? Preoccupied? BUFFY She was working a lot. I really didn't spend much quality time with her. I guess she's been quiet since we got back though. Why? XANDER It's nothing. BUFFY Then why are you asking? XANDER Forget it. Buffy knows that something's up, but she doesn't want to press. They continue to walk in silence. XANDER (CONT'D) It's just-- Before he finishes what he's saying, a VAMPIRE jumps out at them. He manages to catch Buffy off-guard and pushes her to the ground.
5. Xander jumps into action and grabs the vampire by the shirt. The vampire breaks free and is about to hit Xander, but Xander avoids him. Buffy gets to her feet and swings the sword through the air. She takes off the vampire's head. It POOFS off-screen. Buffy looks at the air where the vampire once stood. She's puzzled. BUFFY Two kills in one night. XANDER Has to be a record for this place. The fact troubles Buffy. BUFFY Yeah. They start to walk again. Buffy shakes off her bad feeling. BUFFY (CONT'D) So, what were you saying? XANDER It's nothing. INT. BUFFY'S HOUSE - LIVING ROOM - NIGHT Buffy and Xander walk into the house and find DAWN in a chair, exhausted. She's wearing old clothes and has spots of paint on her. BUFFY (to Dawn) I go out and kill two hellspawn, and somehow you manage to look more worn out than I am. DAWN Why did I let them pull me into this production of theirs? XANDER Look at the bright side. At lease you don't have to be on stage. BUFFY Right. Not all of us have always been so lucky. DAWN The play is in one day, and we're still not done with the sets. (MORE)
6. DAWN (CONT'D) Seriously, I don't know how much more paper mache I can handle before I snap. XANDER If you want, I could always help you. DAWN How would you help? XANDER I don't know. (then) Oh, right! I'm a carpenter! DAWN I totally forgot about that. (beat) I'm really tired. BUFFY Is Willow home yet? DAWN Yeah. She got back right before I got here, but she just grabbed a cup of coffee and went to bed. BUFFY She's been pretty quiet lately. I hope she's okay. (to Xander) She hasn't said anything to you, has she? Is this why you were wondering about Florida? XANDER No. Xander is a little uncomfortable, knowing that Willow is avoiding him. XANDER (CONT'D) Like you said, she hasn't said much to me at all since you guys got home. DAWN I'm sure it's just work. She has a ton of files to... file. BUFFY Yeah. (beat) Maybe I'll go talk to her.
7. DAWN Good plan. While you do that, I'll see about sitting here and doing nothing so that my feet will stop throbbing to the beat of Seventy Six Trumbones. BUFFY You'd think they could at least pick a more festive song, like Jingle Bells or something. Buffy starts to walk toward the stairs. Just as she's about to step onto the first one, the DOORBELL RINGS. Buffy looks back to Xander and Dawn, confused. BUFFY (CONT'D) Who would be ringing the doorbell this late? XANDER Especially since you've pretty much tapped the well of long lost father figures. Buffy smirks at Xander as she walks to the door. DAWN If it's Mrs. Gimly, run. Buffy opens the door and sees Cordelia standing on the other side, smiling big. Buffy's eyes widen. CORDELIA Buffy! XANDER Cordelia? Buffy turns to Dawn. BUFFY Can we pretend it was Mrs. Gimly? CORDELIA Did I mention that it's freezing out here? There's actually snow falling. BUFFY Sorry. Come in. Cordy walks into the house. XANDER What are you doing here?
8. As Dawn struggles to get up, Xander goes to Cordelia and gives her a big hug. CORDELIA Well, I managed to get a few days off from shooting my latest movie, up in Canada, and figured I'd stop in and see the old gang. (then) Let me have a look at all of you.

Yes, I know. Cordelia never actually became a successful actress. In this story she is though. In this story, she is the Cordelia that she could have been, because she's the Cordelia she wants to be.
She stands back and looks at everyone. CORDELIA (CONT'D) Wow. You guys look... just... Wow. I mean, Xander, you look... passable. Aside from the weird eye situation. I don't really know how one turned blue, but you might wanna look into those colored contact lenses, cause it's kinda grossing me out little. Xander's suddenly very self conscious of his eye. Cordy turns her attention to Dawn. DAWN I was working. CORDELIA I was hoping. Dawn gives Cordy a hug. CORDELIA (CONT'D) But seriously, you've grown. DAWN As tends to happen. CORDELIA Right. Y'know, with the right clothes, you might have been a Cordette. Dawn gives a polite smile as Cordy turns to Buffy. Buffy speaks before Cordy has a chance. BUFFY You really don't have to give me feedback on how I look. CORDELIA That's probably for the best anyway. (beat) But on the bright side, at least Dawn inherited your mother's complexion.
9. BUFFY How many days did you say you were in town? WILLOW comes down the stairs. WILLOW Did I hear the doorbell ring? She stops short when she sees Cordelia. WILLOW (CONT'D) Cordelia? CORDELIA Hey, Willow. WILLOW What are you doing here? I mean, not that I'm not happy to see you, but it's just a little weird since you haven't visited us in like... ever. DAWN She got a break from filming her latest movie. WILLOW Oh. Willow comes down the stairs and gives Cordy a hug. CORDELIA Not that I don't feel the love, but since when are we huggers? BUFFY I'm pretty sure they were checking to see if you were the the first ever, ultra-powerful evil on the face of the planet. CORDELIA Oh. (beat) Well, I'm not. WILLOW Which we can tell by the not going right through you. (beat) Now... Movie? Did I miss something since the last time I saw you in LA? CORDELIA You saw me in LA? When?
10. WILLOW A few months ago. Remember, you were all sick and in bed? CORDELIA Umm, I just got back to the US last month after being in England for a year. WILLOW But... CORDELIA You probably just saw one of my lookalikes or something. Did I have a five o'clock shadow? There's this one guy who looks just like me when he has the right makeup on. WILLOW (to Buffy) Am I asleep right now? Buffy shrugs. DAWN I think I'm gonna go get depaintified. Dawn heads upstairs. Cordy walks into the living room and looks around at the house. CORDELIA Nice house. I'm guessing early 1900's? XANDER Yeah. CORDELIA Original furniture? XANDER Some of it. Some stuff was broken after we moved in, so I kinda pieced together some new stuff. CORDELIA I always said you were good with your hands. Xander isn't sure how to react to that comment. CORDELIA (CONT'D) So I'm assuming that you're still into the demon stuff then?
11. XANDER Yeah, it kinda stuck. You know us. Always wanting to save the world for that little bit of attention. CORDELIA I guess I was the lucky one. I haven't even said the word "vampire" since 2001. It would have been even longer, but I did this really bad TV movie before I made it big. I just know that one's gonna haunt my Leno appearances for the rest of my life. XANDER Cor, are you feeling okay? ANGLE ON : BUFFY AND WILLOW Still near the front door. Buffy leans in close to Willow, keeping her eyes on Cordelia. BUFFY (whispered) Something isn't right here. WILLOW (also whispered) I noticed that too. What do you think it is? BUFFY I don't know, but either that's not Cordelia, or something's happened to her. Is there some way to tell if it's her? Willow thinks about it. WILLOW I think so. One of the herbs in the back yard, Sesari, was used a long time ago for detecting sorcerers who could alter their form. If we get her to drink some and it's not her, her lips will turn blue for a few seconds. BUFFY Good. Get on it. I'm gonna make a phone call. Willow nods and heads into the kitchen. Buffy walks into the living room. BUFFY (CONT'D) Willow went for some tea.
12. CORDELIA Great. I haven't had anything to drink since the plane, and that was just really bad coffee. It had chunks. First class, my ass. Buffy picks the phone up, off of the table. BUFFY I need to make a call. I'll be right back. XANDER (to Cordy) While they're gone, we can talk about what we really think of them. CORDELIA Neat. I won't have to hold back anymore. Buffy smiles at them as she walks out of the room, toward the dining room. Once she's gone, Xander turns to Cordy. XANDER Hey, you know what I got in the mail a couple days ago? CORDELIA What? INT. BUFFY'S HOUSE - KITCHEN - NIGHT Willow comes into the house from the back door. We can see that it's still snowing, and she's without a jacket. In her hand, she holds a few leaves. She takes them to the counter, and starts to set up a tray for the tea. She opens the tea pot and drops the leaves in, along with some actual tea. Buffy walks into the kitchen, still holding the phone. BUFFY Weird. WILLOW What's weird? BUFFY I just tried calling LA. WILLOW Okay, that's a little unusual, but I'm not sure I'd call it weird.
13. BUFFY Seriously. I tried calling, but I couldn't get through. WILLOW What do you mean? BUFFY I mean, the phone's dead. I can't even get an operator. WILLOW Weird. (beat) Maybe the lines were taken out by the slight flurries that we've been having. BUFFY All I know is that something's not kosher, and I want to find out what it is. The KETTLE BEGINS TO WHISTLE. Willow grabs it and pours the hot water into the tea pot. She looks to Buffy. Her brew is ready. INT. BUFFY'S HOUSE - LIVING ROOM - NIGHT Xander and Cordelia are sitting on the couch, flipping through a book. Buffy and Willow walk in. BUFFY We're back. WILLOW And we have tea. Xander and Cordy don't look up. BUFFY Whatcha looking at? XANDER Yearbook. WILLOW (to Cordy) You brought your yearbook? XANDER Actually, it's mine. BUFFY You have possessions? How do you have possessions?
14. XANDER My parents packed it when they fled Sunnydale. It was in the care package that they sent. (to Cordy) And by "care package", I mean the yearbook and a bill for a toaster oven that I borrowed after uncle Rory's last visit. CORDELIA Sweet. Willow sets the tea down. Xander turns the page in the yearbook. CORDELIA (CONT'D) Wow. Was I cute that day, or what? ANGLE ON : CORDY'S YEARBOOK PICTURE CORDELIA (CONT'D) You know, I think I look as good in that picture as I do today. I didn't even think that was possible. WILLOW Where am I? Xander flips ahead in the book. He points at Willow's picture. Willow looks and winces. WILLOW (CONT'D) Right. I forgot about that. (beat) And by "forgot" I'm pretty sure that I meant "repressed". She pours the tea and hands the first cup to Cordy. CORDELIA Do you have any Splenda? WILLOW Sorry. Xander turns another page, and a warm smile forms on his face. His mind drifts to a slightly less happy place. Buffy notices this. Cordy looks down at the yearbook. CORDELIA What's that?
15. ANGLE ON : THE YEARBOOK Among the pictures on this particular page is a totally out of place picture of Anya, taped to the page. XANDER She wanted to be a part of the memories. CORDELIA Okay, that's just weird. Cordelia takes a sip of her tea. As she does, Willow and Buffy watch with baited breath. As Cordelia sets her cup back down, she notices Buffy and Willow watching her. CORDELIA (CONT'D) What? Do I have something in my teeth? BUFFY (to Willow) Nothing's happening. WILLOW I noticed. CORDELIA (to Xander) Are they speaking English? XANDER The words sound familiar. (to Buffy and Willow) What are you talking about? Buffy and Willow look a little guilty. WILLOW We kinda, sorta tested Cordelia to see if she was really Cordelia... a little. But the good news is that you're you. CORDELIA You put something in my drink? WILLOW Not a bad something. CORDELIA (to Buffy) And you knew about this? Buffy hesitates.
16. BUFFY So, where am I in that yearbook again?

Of course, Buffy's not actually in the yearbook. Cordelia made her miss picture day during senior year.
Cordelia shoots Buffy a "don't give me that crap" look. Buffy tries to look innocent. FADE TO BLACK: END OF ACT ONE
17. ACT TWO FADE IN: INT. BUFFY'S HOUSE - KITCHEN - DAY Buffy is standing at the counter, dressed in pajamas and with her hair in a ponytail. There's a bowl of cereal in front of her, and she has the phone up to her ear. Whoever she's trying to call, it's not working. BUFFY Damnit. She turns the phone off and puts it down. Cordelia walks in, looking as good as ever. CORDELIA Wow. If I knew we were dressing up for breakfast, I would have packed my good moo-moo. BUFFY Have I mentioned how much I missed your company? Cordy pours a cup of coffee and sits down at the table. Buffy takes her cereal and sits next to Cordy. BUFFY (CONT'D) So, about last night-- CORDELIA When you slipped something into my drink? BUFFY Yeah. I'm really sorry about that. CORDELIA I'm past it. Surprisingly, it's not the first time that's happened since I moved to LA. At least this time, I didn't have to worry about medical bills afterwards. Buffy doesn't like the sound of that at all. CORDELIA (CONT'D) Anyway, where is everyone? When I went into the bathroom, they were all still asleep. When I was finished getting ready, everyone was gone.
18. BUFFY You were in there for an hour and a half. Dawn had to brush her teeth at the kitchen sink... without a toothbrush. CORDELIA Oh. BUFFY But she left for school a few minutes ago. Willow went to work. Xander's in the backyard, working in the garden. CORDELIA I'd go and say hi to him, but that would get these pants dangerously close to dirt, wouldn't it? (beat) So I guess I'll settle for catching up with you. BUFFY I'm flattered. CORDELIA What's there to catch up on? BUFFY Not much, really. (then) Oh. I died. CORDELIA Again? What is that, like the sixth time that's happened? BUFFY Second. CORDELIA And that makes it less creepy? BUFFY Moving on. CORDELIA By the way, I was sorry to hear about Joyce. She was really nice. BUFFY Thanks. There's a bit of an awkward silence. Cordelia looks around the room. She sees a stack of newspapers (tied together with twine) near the back door.
19. CORDELIA Forget to take the recyclables out? Buffy looks over at the papers. She's surprised to see them. BUFFY I guess Dawn forgot them. They're for her school. CORDELIA Because they don't have their own papers? BUFFY They're running low. They need it for paper mache set pieces. Buffy gets up and walks to the papers. She picks them up and puts them on the table. CORDELIA Set pieces? Do I smell a production of some kind? BUFFY Annual winter thing. This year, it's The Sound Of Music. CORDELIA Neat. Buffy notices something on the top paper. She unties it and picks the paper up. Cordy can see that something's up. CORDELIA (CONT'D) Buffy? Buffy doesn't respond. CORDELIA (CONT'D) Is something wrong? Oh, God. This isn't a demon thing, is it? Like that whole "cell phones don't work here" thing. What's that about? (beat) Buffy? BUFFY (reading) "Male found dead off of Yeager Street." CORDELIA Vampires?
20. Buffy doesn't respond. CORDELIA (CONT'D) Buffy? You know, this whole dramatic silence thing is really annoying in the real world. BUFFY I know this guy. Buffy sets the paper down on the table. ANGLE ON : THE PAPER Under the "Male Found Dead Off Of Yeager Street" headline is a sketch of the victim. That victim is Luka (Dawn's potential Watcher-figure from "The Trouble With Hah'Ree"). CORDELIA Who is he? INT. ALFRED P. VANCE HIGH SCHOOL - AUDITORIUM - DAY Dawn is looking a little guilty. DAWN My teacher. REVERSE ANGLE to reveal PRINCIPAL SHAW looking at Dawn. PRINCIPAL SHAW Mrs. Newton? DAWN Yeah. She wanted to talk to me after the bell, so I didn't get here on time. PRINCIPAL SHAW Mrs. Newton was just in the lounge. I saw her myself. DAWN Okay, so that was probably a bad excuse then. PRINCIPAL SHAW Dawn, with Mr. Hatfield out sick, this production is in enough trouble as it is. We need you here on time. DAWN I know. I'm really sorry. Would it help if I told you that what I was doing kinda involved the big party?
21. PRINCIPAL SHAW That depends. What were you doing? Dawn hesitates. DAWN I was... In the girls' bathroom, playing with different hairstyles. Principal Shaw looks away, wanting to be upset, but understanding Dawn's situation. A small smile forms on her face, but she tries to hide it. PRINCIPAL SHAW Just don't let it happen again, okay? DAWN I think I can manage that. Besides, there's only, like, a day left for it to even be an issue. PRINCIPAL SHAW Make it an issue-free day. DAWN Will do. Principal Shaw walks away. RYAN walks up behind Dawn. RYAN Trouble? Dawn is a little surprised when she hears him behind her. She jumps, and turns around. DAWN Only if you sneek up on me like that again. RYAN Sorry. It's the play shoes. They're all soft on the bottom. DAWN Which reminds me, I forgot to mock you today. RYAN Yeah, yeah. Can I help it if I happen to sing Edelweiss better than anyone else? DAWN Well, all I know is that I'm glad I'm not on stage here. (MORE)
22. DAWN (CONT'D) The last time I broke into song at school, it involved a squeeky voice and math with letters. I'm pretty sure I would prefer the whole "show up at school naked" nightmare instead. Ryan looks away. Tons of comebacks in his mind, but none that he should say. Dawn senses the awkwardness. She tries to recover. DAWN (CONT'D) I probably could have saved that line for after we've been dating a while. (beat) Not that I assume we'll be dating a while. (beat) Not that I assume we won't. (beat) I think I'll shut up now before you turn me over to the guys playing Nazis. RYAN There's not one good comeback in my head right now. DAWN Yeah, I think I've officially killed this conversation. There's more silence. Dawn looks at her watch. DAWN (CONT'D) So, I wonder when Xander will get here. INT. BUFFY'S HOUSE - KITCHEN - DAY Buffy and Cordelia are still sitting at the table. They're not saying anything. Xander walks through the back door, wiping his hands on a rag. XANDER I think I'm just about finished separating the mystical root plants from the mystical leafy plants. Of course, I say this with not one bloody clue what I'm talking about. He goes to the refrigerator and gets a drink.
23. XANDER (CONT'D) I realize that I just used the word "bloody" in a sentence, but c'mon. I know I'm not the only one who got used to the word being around over the years. He sees that the girls aren't in their happy faces. XANDER (CONT'D) Is something wrong? When Buffy doesn't respond, Cordelia takes it upon herself to answer. CORDELIA We're good. XANDER You sure? CORDELIA Actually, no. It's just not something that we're gonna be discussing for a while, so I was saying "we're good" when I actually meant "we're not telling you what we're talking about". XANDER Oh. (beat) Okay. I guess. Just as long as you know that if you wanted to, you could talk to me. Buffy looks up at him. BUFFY I know. XANDER But you don't want to. And I'm cool with that. But you know that you can. BUFFY I think there's someone else who needs to know before I tell you. XANDER Oh. That kind of something. (beat) I guess I'll be heading out then. I promised Dawn I'd help her out at school. You wanna come, Cor?
24. CORDELIA I'm good here for now. Meet you later? XANDER Yeah. See ya. Xander leaves. When she's sure he's gone Cordy turns back to Buffy. CORDELIA When are you gonna tell her? BUFFY Today, I guess. I just have to find the right time. CORDELIA The right time? To tell her that you pretty much blew her only chance to know what she is meant to be? That she has this whole well of untapped potential, and you threw away her bucket? BUFFY (sarcastic) I really can't hear that enough. Thanks. CORDELIA You know what I mean. There isn't going to be a good time. You have to tell her. BUFFY You're right. Buffy looks at the stack of papers. BUFFY (CONT'D) I guess I could bring her the papers she forgot. CORDELIA And then tell her about letting her teacher guy get killed. BUFFY Well, yes. That's kinda where I was going with that. EXT. MAIN STREET - DAY Snow is falling a little harder now. Not too bad, but more than flurries. Xander walks down the street, on his way to the school. As he walks, his eyes are focused on the sidewalk in front of him, and his mind is somewhere else.
25. Finally, he stops walking. He looks up. If he stays on his current path, he will soon be at the school. He looks to the other direction. In the distance, we can see town hall. Finally, Xander decided to start walking again. He heads toward town hall. EXT. TOWN HALL - DAY Xander walks up the stairs, and is just about to walk into the building when Willow walks out. She sees Xander and stops short, wishing there was a way for her to get back inside without him seeing her, but knowing that's not very likely. WILLOW Xander. What are you doing here? XANDER We need to talk. WILLOW Talk? About what? XANDER I think we both know the answer to that. WILLOW We do? I'm not so sure. There's nothing I need to talk about. How about you? She's very uncomfortable right now. XANDER Will-- Before he can say anything else, MRS. GIMLY walks out of the building. When she sees them, she smiles. MRS. GIMLY Hello, there. Xander gives her a polite smile. XANDER Hi. He tries to turn back to Willow, but Mrs. Gimly doesn't leave. MRS. GIMLY (to Xander) You know, I don't think I've ever seen you here at town hall. Have you ever been here?
26. XANDER No. He tries to turn to Willow again, but Mrs. Gimly keeps on talking. MRS. GIMLY It's an interesting place. It's full of history. If you'd like a tour, I'd be happy to give you one. XANDER No-- Willow jumps at the opprotunity. WILLOW Yeah, that's a good idea. (to Mrs. Gimly) You should give him the same exact tour that you gave me. Right down to the story about where the nails came from. XANDER But-- MRS. GIMLY Great! Mrs. Gimly grabs Xander's arm and pulls him away. Xander looks back to Willow, not thrilled. XANDER We'll talk later. Willow pretends not to hear him. WILLOW What? Xander turns to Mrs. Gimly. XANDER I really have to get to the school soon. They needed help. MRS. GIMLY This won't take long. (then) Now, we'll start with the shrubs. Donated in 1988, by one of the oldest families in town, the Cranes. They've survived all these years.
27. As Xander and Mrs. Gimly walk off, Willow watches them. She's confused and feels kinda bad about making Xander go with Mrs. Gimly, but she really didn't know what else to do. INT. ALFRED P. VANCE HIGH SCHOOL - HALLWAY - DAY Dawn walks out of the auditorium, into the hallway. She's been hard at work and is in need of a drink from the nearest fountain. When she stops at the fountain, SHELLY walks up to her, dressed as Baroness Schraeder. SHELLY Have you seen Amanda anywhere? We're supposed to be rehearsing a scene, and she's nowhere to be found. (beat) I swear, the teacher is out sick and the whole thing goes to heck. DAWN Heck? SHELLY It feels wrong to say the other word while dressed as a Sound Of Music character. DAWN Ah. (then) I think she's getting her costume checked out in the Home Ec room. SHELLY Great. How are we gonna solve our Maria problem? Dawn is about to laugh. SHELLY (CONT'D) Shut up. I just realized what I said. DAWN Shutting up. What's the problem? SHELLY You mean there needs to be a bigger one than the fact that she's not here? DAWN I'm sure she'll be right back. No need to freak out. Shelly takes a deep breath.
28. SHELLY You're right. I guess I'm just nervous. Every year, no matter how many times I've done this, I'm always nervous. DAWN You've done this before? SHELLY Ever since I was twelve. I love it. (beat) You should try it sometime. DAWN Or not. I'm not really a "hey, look at me" kind of person. I tend to thrive in the shadows. SHELLY Oh, get over it. It's fun. DAWN Shadows are fun. You get to hide and then jump out at people. You can't do that in the spotlight. PRINCIPAL SHAW (O.S.) Shelly! Shelly turns back to the autitorium. SHELLY I have to go. DAWN Break a leg. SHELLY Thanks. Shelly leaves. DAWN I can't believe there's a subculture where that phrase is a good thing. Dawn is about to get back to the fountain when she sees JENNA walking to her locker. Dawn watches for a few seconds as Jenna puts some books away. Finally, she decides to talk to her. Jenna sees Dawn coming, and tries to walk away. Dawn rushes ahead and cuts Jenna off.
29. DAWN (CONT'D) Wait. (beat) I haven't gotten a chance to talk to you lately. JENNA There's a reason for that. DAWN Look, I know you're not interested in being my hair-braiding buddy, but you don't have to avoid me. JENNA Avoid you? DAWN I assume... I haven't seen you around. JENNA Gosh, could that be because my brother had to go to a hospital in Seattle and I went with him? Dawn can't help but feel a little stupid. DAWN I guess that's possible. JENNA Look, I killed that... She has a hard time with the word. JENNA (CONT'D) I killed the vampire because I had to. I'm not joining any clubs, or wearing any uniforms. DAWN We don't have uniforms. JENNA Whatever. The point is, I want to be left alone. DAWN Okay. I can respect that. Jenna starts to walk away. DAWN (CONT'D) But do you think that'll help? Jenna stops, but doesn't turn around.
30. DAWN (CONT'D) There's always going to be another alley, and another vampire. You're always going to be a Slayer. You can't turn that off and make it go away. (beat) You have a destiny, Jenna. You owe it to yourself to explore that. JENNA So, what? I can kill things for the rest of my life? So I can shatter more bones and cause more pain? DAWN So you can save people from shattered bones and pain. Jenna doesn't want to hear this anymore. She walks away, leaving Dawn behind. Dawn lets this conversation sink in. As she turns around, she sees something at the other end of the hallway. REVERSE ANGLE to reveal Buffy, standing at the end of the hallway. Dawn can tell that something isn't right. Buffy coming to school like this hasn't been a good thing for Dawn in the past. She slowly walks toward Buffy. She doesn't say anything else until she's close to Buffy. DAWN (CONT'D) What's wrong? BUFFY We have to talk. DAWN About what? BUFFY About you. Dawn doesn't know what this means, but she's listening. EXT. ALFRED P. VANCE HIGH SCHOOL - DAY The snow continues to fall, covering the ground. FADE TO BLACK: END OF ACT TWO
31. ACT THREE FADE IN: INT. ALFRED P. VANCE HIGH SCHOOL - HALLWAY - DAY Buffy and Dawn are still in the hallway, talking. Dawn is holding the newspaper page by now. She's trying to absorb the information that Buffy's just given her. DAWN You turned him away? BUFFY I didn't know... I did. DAWN This guy had answers. He knew what I was. What I could do. BUFFY Yes. Dawn looks up at Buffy. DAWN How could you do this to me? BUFFY I wasn't thinking right. Dad was-- DAWN Stop. Buffy stops talking. DAWN (CONT'D) I don't want your excuses. I don't want you to try to make this sound better for you. BUFFY I'm not. Dawn, I was wrong. I know this. DAWN Then why? BUFFY I don't know. DAWN Yes, you do. Tell me. Buffy hesitates.
32. BUFFY I didn't want you taken away from me. It seemed like everywhere I turned, someone else was pulling you away from me, and I couldn't stand it. DAWN Is that the only reason? BUFFY Yes. DAWN So this had nothing to do with you wanting to keep being the powerful one in the family? You wanted me to stay beneath you. BUFFY Dawn, no. I never-- DAWN Yes, you did. It's always been that way. You're the Slayer. You're the special one. You're the one who gets all of the attention, and you like it that way. Admit it. BUFFY That's not true. DAWN It is. BUFFY No. DAWN So, you're saying that you've never seen the rest of us as being less than you? Buffy hesitates. BUFFY I don't see you like that. Dawn senses something in Buffy's response. Something that justifies her comments. DAWN But you have. You've seen yourself as better than the rest of us. BUFFY It's not like that.
33. DAWN Then what's it like? Explain it to me. BUFFY I didn't want you to have this burden that I have. Do you think it's easy being different? DAWN You think I'm not different? How normal is it to have to sit down and calculate the odds that the boy who asked you out might be a demon of some kind before you can agree to go on a date with him? How normal is it to look around and realize that I don't belong here? That my entire existance is a figment of some monk's imagination? Do you really think I'm normal, Buffy? Buffy doesn't respond. DAWN (CONT'D) I had one chance to actually fit someplace. To have something about my life be real. You took that away from me. BUFFY I'm sorry. You don't know how sorry I am. DAWN Sorry won't help me. BUFFY I'll try to make this right. DAWN How? Are you planning to bring this guy back from the dead, because the last time I checked, we didn't do that anymore. Ryan sticks his head out of the auditorium. He looks around and finally spots Dawn. RYAN Dawn! We need you. Dawn turns and forces a smile. DAWN Coming.
34. Ryan goes back into the auditorium. Dawn turns back to Buffy. DAWN (CONT'D) I have to go. BUFFY Dawn... DAWN We'll talk later. Dawn walks away from Buffy, and goes into the auditorium. Buffy stands, alone, in the hallway, wishing that there was something to be done. EXT. TOWN HALL - DAY Xander and Mrs. Gimly find their way back to the front steps of the building. MRS. GIMLY The bricks near the front steps are from the original town hall, built when the town was founded, in the early 1900's. They, along with the lightning rod on the roof, are the only pieces of the old building left, after the fire. XANDER Fire? MRS. GIMLY In 1963, there was a big storm. The building was struck by lightning and burned down. XANDER And yet they put the lightning rod back up. Does that make sense to you? Mrs. Gimly shrugs.

The mysterious lightning rod. One of the few remaining pieces of the original building, only because it survived the lightning-caused fire. Of course, this is because the rod has some rather mystical properties, as we'll later come to learn.
MRS. GIMLY I guess they needed something to bring the old and the new together. XANDER But still, couldn't they have found something that... Nevermind. Mrs. Gimly tries to open the front door to the building, but it's locked.
35. MRS. GIMLY I guess they all went home to get ready for the party tonight. Xander's disappointed. He looks at his watch. XANDER I should get going to the school. MRS. GIMLY I'll see you tonight then. XANDER Yeah. Xander walks away, still upset. INT. ALFRED P. VANCE HIGH SCHOOL - AUDITORIUM - DAY Cordelia walks onto the stage, looking around. Dawn is back to painting by this point. Cordy walks to her. CORDELIA I guess you got stuck with the grunt work. DAWN Hey. CORDELIA So, judging from you're expression, I guess you spoke with Buffy. DAWN You know about that? CORDELIA Yeah. I was there when she read about him. DAWN I can't believe she'd do that to me. CORDELIA I can. DAWN What? CORDELIA Think about it. Wouldn't you have abandonment issues if you were her? First, your dad takes off. Then your mom dies. Then Giles leaves the country. And I don't see Angel anywhere. What, did he lose interest once she became legal?
36. Dawn starts to think about this. CORDELIA (CONT'D) The point is, Buffy tends to lose the people she cares about. Is it such a shocker that she'd be a little freaked out by the idea that you'd leave too? Not that anyone could blame you. I mean, I've only been back for a day and I'm just about ready to move on. DAWN I guess. I mean, I didn't really think about it that way. (beat) Not that she's right. CORDELIA I never said she was right. I just said she was a freak with issues. Dawn starts to soften a little. She's not as upset as she was. She looks to Cordelia. DAWN Why are you really here? At that moment, the auditorium door swings open and Xander walks in. XANDER Worker bee, reporting for duty. Point me to a hammer and something to... Well, hammer. DAWN Hey. Cordy looks back to Xander. Dawn can tell from the look on her face that this is the reason for her return. CORDELIA I thought you'd be here by now. XANDER I had to stop somewhere, and got caught in a Gimly trap. CORDELIA A what? XANDER Long story.
37. He finally reaches them. XANDER (CONT'D) So where am I needed? DAWN There's a set piece backstage that needs fixing. Leisl almost broke her ankle when she went up the stairs. XANDER Ouch. I guess I'll get on that. DAWN Thanks. Xander waves to Cordy, and heads backstage. Dawn looks over at Cordelia. DAWN (CONT'D) You so want him. CORDELIA What? Xander? Please. (beat) So tell me what his deal is. Is he seeing anyone? DAWN He's hardly left the house since we moved here. I think it's safe to say that he hasn't met anyone... Unless he and Mrs. Gimly are seeing each other in secret. (beat) Okay, that's a disturbing mental image. CORDELIA What about the girl whose picture was taped in the yearbook? DAWN I didn't see that. CORDELIA Short, curly hair. Looked kinda familiar.

Cordelia did know Anya, but they only hung out for a while in season 3. It seemed reasonable that someone like Cordy wouldn't remember Anya too well… especially if she didn't want to.
DAWN Are you talking about Anya? CORDELIA I guess. Were they dating? DAWN More like, engaged.
38. CORDELIA Oh. DAWN Even after they broke up, there was something there. CORDELIA So, what happened. DAWN (beat) Anya died. Last May. CORDELIA Oh. EXT. ALFRED P. VANCE HIGH SCHOOL - DAY Willow walks up to the high school and stops. She's not sure if she wants to go in or not. Buffy walks out of the school. Very distant. WILLOW Buffy. Buffy looks at Willow. Willow can see that something's not right with her. WILLOW (CONT'D) Are you okay? BUFFY Yeah. I think I just need to take a walk. Buffy starts to walk away. WILLOW Is Xander in there? Do you know? Buffy turns back to Willow. BUFFY Not sure. Sorry. With that, Buffy continues to walk away. Willow looks back at the door to the school. INT. ALFRED P. VANCE HIGH SCHOOL - BACKSTAGE - DAY Cordelia walks backstage, and finds Xander working on a staircase. CORDELIA Since when are you a carpenter?
39. XANDER Since I needed money a couple years ago. It's cool though. I like it. CORDELIA It looks good on you. XANDER Thanks. Cordelia walks to him and gets a little somber. CORDELIA So, Dawn told me about Enya. XANDER The singer? CORDELIA Your ex. Xander's mood changes to a much less perky one. XANDER Anya. CORDELIA Whatever. Anyway, I wanted to say that I'm sorry. He tries to fake a smile. XANDER Just don't let it happen again. CORDELIA I know it can't be easy for you. XANDER I don't really think I should be talking about this while hammering. It could result in one of those throbbing cartoon thumbs. CORDELIA Okay. But if you ever want to talk, I'm here. She puts a hand on his shoulder. He looks at it, and then looks her in her eyes. XANDER Thanks. Just before she can say something else, Willow walks backstage. She goes to them, a little uncomfortable.
40. Xander's surprised to see her. XANDER (CONT'D) Willow. Hey. WILLOW Hey. (then) Could I talk to you? Alone. XANDER Yeah. Xander looks to Cordy. CORDELIA Don't worry. I'll go. Cordelia walks through the curtain, toward the stage. Willow and Xander find themselves alone. Willow takes a deep breath. WILLOW I can't stand this. I don't like not talking to you. XANDER I know. Me neither. WILLOW It's just, things are weird now. With the... thing. You know the thing, right? XANDER Yeah. So what do we do about it? WILLOW I think we need to discuss this like rational adult type people. We need to just come out and talk about it in the open. Clear the air. XANDER We should probably get comfortable acknowledging it first. I don't see us getting far without admitting... it. WILLOW Right. Admitting that we... XANDER That we almost kissed. WILLOW Right. We should talk about that. (MORE)
41. WILLOW (CONT'D) (beat) The almost kiss. ANGLE ON : THE CURTAIN We can see that Cordelia is trying to free her watch from where it's snagged on the curtain. She's been listening to what they're saying. Pain fills her face. A GUST OF WIND blows her hair back. On her stomach, blood begins to soak through her shirt, in the same spot where she was impaled back in "Lovers Walk". INT. ALFRED P. VANCE HIGH SCHOOL - HALLWAY - DAY The school's front door BURSTS OPEN with a GUST OF WIND AND SNOW. EXT. STREET - DAY Buffy walks down the street. Snow is falling around her. She stops walking when she hears a SLIGHT RUMBLE. She turns around, and looks back toward the school. She can't see far. What looks like fog is blocking her view. But it's not fog. It's something else. It's something that's coming closer. The RUMBLE BECOMES A ROAR. BUFFY Crap. As she says that, a WALL OF WIND AND SNOW rushes at her. As it hits, it throws her into the air, and tosses her to the ground. She stands back up, and looks around. All around her, snow is falling so heavily that she can only see white. The wind makes it hard for her to remain standing. She turns around, trying to figure out which direction the school is in, but her tumble has messed up her senses. She is lost in this blizzard. FADE TO BLACK: END OF ACT THREE
42. ACT FOUR FADE IN: EXT. STREET - DAY The wind and snow is still blinding. Buffy struggles to remain standing. She looks around, trying to spot a landmark, but obviously can't see one. BUFFY (calling out) Hello?! Can anyone hear me?! Of course, she can barely hear herself over the wind. She decides to take her chances and walk in a random direction. INT. ALFRED P. VANCE HIGH SCHOOL - BACKSTAGE - DAY Willow and Xander are still talking. It's a little awkward. Willow is fidgeting with her necklace as she talks. WILLOW And I think that, maybe, we were just really tired and we got a little too comfortable. I mean, obviously, nothing can happen, right? What with the me being gay and all. XANDER As reasons for not getting involved with someone go, that one's pretty sound. WILLOW So we're agreed? Nothing can happen. XANDER Yeah. WILLOW So, we're still friends? XANDER Will, you could try to burn me alive and we'd still be friends. (beat) As evidenced by the fact that you've tried to burn be alive, and we're still friends. WILLOW Geez, you have one bad day and they never let you live it down.
43. INT. ALFRED P. VANCE HIGH SCHOOL - AUDITORIUM - DAY Cordelia walks across the stage, back to Dawn. Dawn sees the blood on her shirt. She stands up, at alert. DAWN Cordelia, are you okay? Cordy doesn't answer. DAWN (CONT'D) Cordy? Finally, Cordy finds her voice. CORDELIA I'm fine. Never been better. Say, you wouldn't happen to know where I might find some clothes that aren't blood-soaked? DAWN What happened? Are you hurt? Cordy puts a hand on her stomach. CORDELIA I'm not sure. I don't think so. DAWN Maybe you should sit-- Before Dawn can finish the sentence, Ryan rushes into the auditorium. He's still in costume. RYAN We have a problem. Dawn looks at Cordy, and her bloody shirt. She steps in front of Cordelia, hiding her from Ryan. DAWN What's up? RYAN Looks like the show might be called on account of blizzard. DAWN Blizzard? It was hardly snowing a few minutes ago. RYAN Yeah, well, tell that to the janitor who's shoveling about a foot of snow out of the hallway.
44. DAWN This can't be good. How do we get home? RYAN We don't. Not until the snow clears. DAWN Great. I'd say we should call someone for help, but seeing as how the phones were down before the blizzard, I don't see that happening now. RYAN Anyway, I'm gonna get changed out of this costume. I'll be right back. Ryan walks backstage. When he's gone, Dawn turns to Cordelia. DAWN Something's up here, and I think it has something to do with you. CORDELIA Way to jump to conclusions. DAWN Look at the facts. You pop into town, and we're hit by a freak blizzard at the same time as your spontanious blood letting. CORDELIA Okay, things look bad for me, granted. That doesn't mean that it's my fault. DAWN We need Willow and Xander. CORDELIA They're talking backstage. DAWN I know. Let's get them. Dawn walks backstage. Cordelia follows, fresh blood soaking her shirt. INT. ALFRED P. VANCE HIGH SCHOOL - BACKSTAGE - CONTINUOUS Willow and Xander are still talking when Dawn comes through the curtain. When they see her, they stop talking. WILLOW Dawn.
45. DAWN We have a problem. Cordelia comes through the curtain, unable to look Xander in the eyes. Willow and Xander see her blood. XANDER Cor, what happened? CORDELIA I'm fine. DAWN Surprisingly, that's not our problem. WILLOW Then what is? DAWN Blizzard. WILLOW What? XANDER Outside, I hope? DAWN Yeah. We're pretty much stranded here. I think it has something to do with-- WILLOW Buffy! DAWN I was going to say Cordelia. WILLOW No. Buffy's out there. I saw her when I came in. She said she needed to walk. Dawn's face drops. DAWN Are you sure? Willow nods. DAWN (CONT'D) We have to help her. Dawn charges back through the curtain. XANDER Dawn, wait!
46. The others follow Dawn. INT. ALFRED P. VANCE HIGH SCHOOL - HALLWAY - DAY Dawn walks into the hallway, heading for a door to the outside. The others catch up to her. WILLOW Dawn, slow down. DAWN We have to help Buffy. WILLOW I know, but think about this. DAWN I have. Dawn opens the door. A gust of wind and snow blows in. Dawn is thrown back. Xander and Willow struggle to get the door closed again. CORDELIA Apparently, not enough. EXT. STREET - DAY Buffy continues to stumble through the whiteness. The wind is starting to wear her down. Her lips are dry and cracking. Her cheeks and nose are red. It's a struggle for her just to walk. As she does, she holds an arm over her face, trying to block the snow. She stops, looking around again. Everything looks the same to her. There is nothing but white. She is hopelessly lost. She once again presses on. INT. ALFRED P. VANCE HIGH SCHOOL - AUDITORIUM - NIGHT The gang is sitting in the seats by now. Ryan is sitting behind Dawn. She is sitting silently. Helpless. Xander, and Willow look equally helpless. They sit next to each other. Xander, with his hand on Willow's shoulder. Cordelia is staring at the hand on Willow's shoulder. RYAN I'm sure she'll be okay. XANDER Yeah.
47. DAWN We were fighting. She left because we were fighting. XANDER You'll have plenty of time to make things right. WILLOW Yeah. We've seen worse than this, and we're all here to talk about it. Xander takes his hand off of Willow's shoulder, and his eyes drift to the floor. She doesn't notice. Cordelia does.

Xander's reaction to Willow saying that they're all still here to talk about it stems from the fact that they're not all here. Anya is gone. I tried not to make the loss of Anya or Spike the main focus for either Xander or Buffy, but I did try to put subtle things in here and there, just to show that they didn't forget and just move on.
RYAN As soon as the snow stops, we can look for her. DAWN (to Willow) There has to be something else we can do. Right? RYAN Not in this mess. Willow knows that Dawn means a spell of some kind. WILLOW I've tried, but nothing works. I think this storm's just too big. Shelly walks into the auditorium, out of costume by now. She walks to Dawn and sits next to her. SHELLY Still no phones. They have a radio in the office, but they can't get anyone on it. CORDELIA No phones. No radios. No cell phones. It's like you guys moved to Gilligan's Island. Nobody responds. Cordelia goes back to being silent. EXT. STREET - NIGHT It's darker now, since night has fallen. The snow looks blue. Buffy stumbles through the storm, still unable to make anything out. She is worn, and her face has more cuts on it by now.
48. Her legs are beginning to weaken. Finally, she can't go on any longer. Her legs give out and she drops to her knees. She drops her head to her chest, and then looks straight up with pain on her face. BUFFY Where are you?! Obviously, there is no response. Still weak, she decides to force herself to go on. She struggles to her feet, and starts to walk again. Suddenly, her foot hits something hard. She bends down and feels through the snow. She feels something else, slightly higher than the last thing. She steps onto it, realizing that they're stairs. As she begins to feel her way around, she finds a banister. She grabs onto it, and continues to move forward until she finds herself up against a door. She feels for the knob, and turns it. The door opens, and Buffy falls through it. INT. BUFFY'S HOUSE - LIVING ROOM - CONTINUOUS - NIGHT Buffy falls to the floor of her house. The snow pours in behind her, until she manages to get it shut from where she rests. She looks around the dark room, realizing where she is. She struggles to get to her feet again, and tries a light switch, but it doesn't work. The power is out. Buffy can't take any more of this. She has been beaten and bloodied by the storm, she has been drained by the conversation she had with the First, and she feels the guilt of the Dawn situation on top of that. She has reached her breaking point. BUFFY (weakly) Where are you? There's no response. Finally, she screams it. BUFFY (CONT'D) Where are you?! Still no response. BUFFY (CONT'D) I work. I fight. I try. It's never enough. I can't do it anymore. (beat) I've come face to face with evil. The First evil. I've spoken with it. I've battled it. It's been there. (MORE)
49. BUFFY (CONT'D) (beat) Where are you? Again, silence. BUFFY (CONT'D) Where's my boss? Where's the first good? Where's the guy that's supposed to lead me down the path to righteousness? Every evil in the world has someone right there to help them along, and what do I get? Where's my help? Where's the one who's supposed to tell me what to do next? Everywhere I turn, it's one mistake after another, one battle after another, one pain after another. After all I've done for you- for this world- why am I always in this alone? Where's my help? (beat) Where are you? She waits for answer, but there is none. Only silence. Buffy goes to a chair and sits. BUFFY (CONT'D) I thought so. She remains in this silence, sitting, feeling the cuts on her face. Here she sits for an extended amount of time. Suddenly, there's a noise. A RINGING. Buffy looks up. She sees the phone on the table next to her, and picks it up. The RINGING happens again. It's not the phone she's holding. She looks around the room. She stands up, and begins to walks around, listening for the ringing, and following it's sound. As she gets closer, she realizes what the sound it, and goes to the bookcase. Utterly confused, she picks up her cell phone and looks at it. It's the only light in the room at this point. Buffy flips open the phone, and looks at the caller ID. It reads : "GOODE - 000-000-0001" She puts the phone to her ear and listens. VOICE (V.O.) (in a whisper) You were never alone.

Okay, here's the thing with the First Good. This episode was as close as I was coming to a Christmas episode. Buffy, like so many characters in Christmas movies, was about as low as she could get. She was at the breaking point and makes her appeal to the First Good.
When the First Good does answer, it's in a whisper. A very quiet, simple, uncomplicated way to respond. And it's message "you were never alone" rounds out the theme here. The First Evil is the one who makes grand statements and gets the attention. It's the pain and suffering. It likes to make itself known. The First good isn't like that. Buffy has fought the evil of the world, and has seen so much ugliness and thought she was alone in this battle, but the truth is, she was never alone. The First Good was always there. The truth is that the world may be ugly, but Buffy's not in it alone.
I wasn't going for a big religious statement here. Just the balance. If there is a First Evil, there must be a First Good. It's what made the snow in "Amends".

50. After the voice says that, Buffy hears the PHONE DIAL, and RING on the other side. It's picked up. BUFFY Hello? We don't hear who is on the other side. BUFFY (CONT'D) Wesley? EXT. BUFFY'S HOUSE - NIGHT The snow begins to die down. INT. ALFRED P. VANCE HIGH SCHOOL - AUDITORIUM - NIGHT Cordelia and Ryan have fallen asleep. Dawn, Willow and Xander are still awake, though silent. The auditorium doors open. Buffy walks in. When they see her, the three awake people stand up. Cordelia wakes up and sees her. DAWN Buffy. You're okay. BUFFY Yeah. WILLOW The snow...? BUFFY It's over. (to Cordelia) Can I talk to you. In the hall? CORDELIA (clueless) Okay. Cordy starts to walk out. Buffy looks to Dawn and the others. BUFFY We'll talk in a few minutes. The others are confused, but they let her go. INT. ALFRED P. VANCE HIGH SCHOOL - HALLWAY - NIGHT Buffy walks into the hallway, where Cordelia is waiting. CORDELIA What's up?
51. BUFFY I managed to talk with someone in LA, on the phone. CORDELIA The phone? I thought they were dead. BUFFY They are. It's a long story. Buffy sees a bench along the wall. BUFFY (CONT'D) Maybe we should sit. They go to the bench and sit. CORDELIA You're starting to freak me out a little. Buffy's not sure how to say what she has to say. BUFFY Cordy, a few months ago, there was... an accident. CORDELIA Okay. BUFFY You were involved. CORDELIA I don't think so. BUFFY Things didn't go well, and... You kinda wound up in a coma. Cordelia is thrown. CORDELIA That never happened. I think I'd know if I were in a coma. For starters, I probably wouldn't be talking with you. BUFFY It's happened before. There's something inside of you that needs saying, so you end up like this. CORDELIA Buffy, enough. Stop it. I'm not in a coma.
52. BUFFY (beat) Yes, you are. You're in LA right now, in a bed. Cordelia stops and thinks. Memories flood back. CORDELIA Oh, God. (then) No, it can't be true. BUFFY It is. You know it is. Cordelia processes all of what's happening. CORDELIA I don't want it to be true. You don't understand. She starts to tear up. CORDELIA (CONT'D) I don't have anything, Buffy. I've lost everything. I'm not an actress. I'm not anyone. I don't even have friends. There are people that I work with, but... I don't want to go back there. I can't.

I got some comments about Cordelia's claim to not have any friends. The truth, as I see it anyway, is that she doesn't. Not in the way she did before. She and the rest of the Angel Investigations people weren't the types to hang out together very often. They didn't goof around. They didn't have the same connection that she had with her high school friends. They were co-workers. You know them. You like them. You sometimes hang out. But it's not the same. The feelings involved are different. Not to mention, the person who is supposed to be her best friend on Angel has turned on her several times during the show's run. It's not the same comfort level working there.
BUFFY You don't always have a choice. CORDELIA I just wanted what I had. I wanted to be me again. I wanted things to be the way they were. BUFFY Things can't be the way they were. Sometimes, you have to move on. (beat) That doesn't mean that things have to stay the same for you. You can change your life. (beat) Y'know... Once you get out of the coma. CORDELIA You don't know what it's like. How hard it is. Every day. BUFFY I think I know more than you'd imagine.
53. There's a long silence. Cordelia thinks this all through. She knows what has to happen, even if she doesn't like it. CORDELIA Will you tell them that I miss them? (beat) Tell Xander that I said goodbye. BUFFY Yeah. Cordelia nods, accepting her fate. She starts to cry. Buffy tears up too. BUFFY (CONT'D) Hey, if you ever get out of the coma, look us up. CORDELIA Yeah. Cordy stands up. CORDELIA (CONT'D) I guess this is goodbye then. Buffy stands up and hugs Cordy. CORDELIA (CONT'D) Checking to see if I'm the first evil ever? BUFFY Just hugging. Cordy smiles, and then starts to walk down the hallway, toward the exit. Before she gets far, she turns back to Buffy. CORDELIA Hey. (then) I don't care what anyone says. You do not look like a porn star with those bangs. Buffy puts a hand on her head. BUFFY Who said...? CORDELIA You mean, they didn't? I just kinda assumed they would. Cordy shoots Buffy one last smile, and continues to walk out of the school.
54. Once she's gone, Buffy takes a deep breath, and then goes back into the auditorium.

This is how Buffy and Cordy end. They had their rivalry, and their semi-friendship before. There was always a little tension. In the end, they say their goodbye with a hug and tears in their eyes. They part as true friends. This is kinda what I always wanted to see. Cordelia never got a goodbye episode on the real series. She was just gone. We never got to see how she left things with everyone.
INT. BUFFY'S HOUSE - LIVING ROOM - NIGHT Buffy is sitting on the couch, with a blanket wrapped around her. She coughs and rubs her nose. When she speaks, she's very nasally. Willow is sitting next to her, and both are watching Xander and Dawn as they decorate a Christmas tree. WILLOW I can't believe Cordy's in a coma. It's sad. XANDER She deserves better. DAWN I don't get how she was here if she was in a coma. BUFFY You remember Billy Palmer? DAWN No. BUFFY Well, it's kinda like that.

I didn't mean for it to sound like this was exactly like the Billy Palmer case. Just similar. I could have made that clearer.
WILLOW Which means that even if she does wake up, she probably won't remember any of what happened here. XANDER All she wanted was to get back what she lost. BUFFY I guess we all feel like that sometimes. Dawn looks over at Buffy, getting what Buffy is talking about. Willow smiles. WILLOW You remember the time she wished us all into that hell dimension where me and Xander were vampires, and Dawn was a... She notices that the others are looking at her funny. WILLOW (CONT'D) Right. (MORE)
55. WILLOW (CONT'D) I guess you guys never got to see that. Interesting place... If you like hell dimensions, created by vengeance demons.

Willow did see Anya's alternate reality from "The Wish", when she and Anya brought vampire Willow back in "Doppelgangland". Right before she makes the comment about looking for Anya's necklace in the sofa, in hell.
Buffy stands up. BUFFY I think I'm gonna hit the sack. It's been a long day. WILLOW G'night. Buffy heads up the stairs. Dawn hangs one last ornament, and then follows her. Once they're gone, Xander sits next to Willow. XANDER Y'know, in all of our awkwardness last week, we kinda missed out on one of our traditions. WILLOW We did? XANDER Yeah. Xander reaches under the couch cushion and pulls out a DVD. He hands it to Willow. She looks at it, and a smile forms on her face. WILLOW A Charlie Brown Christmas! INT. BUFFY'S HOUSE - BUFFY'S ROOM - NIGHT Buffy walks into her room and plops onto her bed. Dawn soon enters the room behind her. When Buffy sees her, she sits up. BUFFY Hey. DAWN Hey. (beat) I thought we should talk. BUFFY Yeah. Look, I--
56. DAWN I get it. I get the why. I can't say that I'm totally over it. I mean, there's kinda this big looming question of what the hell I am. BUFFY I had no right to take that away from you. DAWN True. (beat) But it's over. It's in the past. It's not like I can really stay mad at you forever, so we might as well skip over the drama, right? BUFFY Dawn-- DAWN We're good. Dawn sits on the bed, next to Buffy. They continue to talk as MUSIC BEGINS. Over the music, we see: INT. BUFFY'S HOUSE - LIVING ROOM - NIGHT Willow is smiling big as A Charlie Brown Christmas plays on the TV, and Xander does the Snoopy dance in front of her. He finishes the dance and takes a bow. She hands him a cookie. INT. BUFFY'S HOUSE - BUFFY'S ROOM - NIGHT Buffy and Dawn are still talking. Dawn tells a joke, which causes Buffy to smile, even though she's trying her best to feel bad. Dawn hugs her. The MUSIC STOPS. EXT. MAIN STREET - NIGHT We see the shadowy figure of Cordelia as she walks down the otherwise empty, freshly plowed street. CORDELIA So, when do I fade out, or whatever?

Cordelia doesn't fade out. I meant this to be left as a kinda hanging ending, never to be resolved. I didn't know that it would later be resolved on Angel.
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